The one escape I have. Where I can leave the world for good, for such a short period of time. No drugs, no alcohol needed. Just my 5 stages called sleep.
I was talking to Brian and I realized something. The battle within my mind comes out quite a bit within dreams. All my thoughts I don't want to reveal, the crap I'm afraid of so much, all this that I don't like to see happen. Vomiting, getting shot, dying, darkness and evil, and just bad situations in general. This is my only escape. Through dreams, and yet sometimes I still feel constricted in such a tight veil. It's supposed to be my dream and my thoughts being able to be controlled, but instead I watch it like a movie and there's nothing I can do to change it. I'm just watching something strange, something unbalanced not foreseen.
Sure, it's nice to have an unpredictable dream, but this is simply my dream, and I want to control it the way I want it to go. It is my mind ya know?
About Me
- Joseph Daniels
- I'm just a normal guy trying to make it through a pretty interesting life out of the norm of the society. Ok, so maybe i'm not such a normal guy after all.
I:
-am 20 years old
-attend Mt. Sac
-like making music
-create stories inside
-like daydreaming
-like commericalized retro video games, puzzle video games, and RPG's
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