Too Late.

I wish she knew how bad I was hurting. I haven't felt this lonely in my life, ever.

Maybe this will teach me to treat someone with better respect next time, if there ever is a next time.
Agh, my heart hurts way too much. All those stupid mistakes I made, all those choices that I regret, and now there's no going back. I'm just too late. I made some of the stupidest decisions of my life, and this is my punishment for doing so. I can't even explain how much I'm hurting, but I can't let her know how much or even that i'm in pain. how am i going to be able to hide this from her?


never mind, disregard that :)