Lost in the Stained Glass.

I want her back. so bad. and my hope this weekend - crushed.

i really hope she says what she means because otherwise this could turn out a lot different. but then again, she has to make the most honest decision ever, so she'll have to do then i guess. Still, I want to finish that painting in my heart again, and fill whole. I don't necessarily feel empty at all, of course that's not the problem. The problem is that I have a hole, and it doesn't want to be filled up until a final choice is made.


I need to have that painting in my heart finished before I decide to move and expand the colors of it.